DESTINY-MAN

Destiny is not fate
Man who grasps his destiny
Inward cause to effect
Decoded entelechy
Quintessential power
Fervent, innermost
Efficient willpower
Getting back what's lost
Deploring inaction
Minds his self-defense
Mastering all passion
He trusts nothing else
Then his verve becomes redemption

Happiness requires ignoring the tragic misery
Hedonism attempts to deceive mortal deficiency
Self-dignity withstands to all tyranny
Intensity describes inner industry
And strives to go on without rest toward impunity
Rational lover forging factual faith
Amoral prisoner with no option left
Deep-rooted born onto otherness grows
Perpetual leer with severity glows
Easing the pain / Fighting the vain
Saving the shame / Winning the game

He feels that the time has come to be released
Go, flow, blow

From within he oversees
From within he perceives where to belong
From within he knows when to stop or go on
From within he overcomes by virtue of actualization
From inside rides
From inside affronts the outside
From inside extracts certitude from the lie

In this way his tune sounds loud
While he climbs from dust to cloud

Having the line / Abstract impression
Gets redefined
No experience to lose / To be misused
Unbinding the muse

Thus complies his course with mastership
Every occasion, place, position
Lifetime expedition to destiny-world

Destiny-man, genuine self-amity
Within travels without
Digs till burying his doom

With almost nothing to go on
With almost nothing to stand up and hold it on
With almost nothing to defy, to justify, and carry on
Thus he dies by his owned religion
Thus he lives his own definition


REQUIEM AETERNAM

These notes were placed in my soul
The deepest harmony
These words pertain to my will to be

'95, glorified, petrified

When the day turns black
While the verse is back
The screaming gets sick
And the veins grow thick
Where the fingers flick

Musical essay
Synchronized vision
Looking for itself
Only source, provision
Syncopated play
Descant composition
Philosophic metal
Melodious intuition

Inmost hymn shall remain
Sign of soundness shall retain

Poetic name
Theory of pain
Falls into oblivion
To be regained

Through my voice, sound of tears
Tuneful noise, says
No cliche, no disdain, no restraint, no refrain
Wanting no gain, shouts
Sing your own song

Requiem Aeternam

Searching in for the axiom
Crying out the roots
Comprehends
Emerging free / Melancholy / Untying me
Goes...
Writing beyond structure, form, score or guilt
Goes...
In-temporally


FREEWILL

Where there is no freewill
When there is no willpower
While there is nothing real

Where there is no decision
When there is no self-action
While there is no cognition

True aim goes sharp, not faint
Above prejudgment, moralistic plaint
True fight threaten all might
Above illusion, fatalistic sight

Oppression, progression, immersion, repression
Contrition, condition, restriction, addiction

With no essence there's no presence
With no feel there's no appeal

Truth is always diffused
Then corrupt and confused
Freedom is not freewill
When it's truth what you will

Flying the fields, silent, still
Like a bird trill, freeing your will

Time to get all your want from your need
Time to pass from the excuse to your creed
No thing to forget
No act to regret
Firm conviction that cannot mistake

Where there is no freewill
When there is no willpower
While there is nothing real

Where there is no direction
When there is no volition
While there is no variation


EXISTENCE

Existence and nothingness stay opposed
Willingness and existence come to be close
Contrivance and willingness begin to rouse

Being that discovers his will to exist
Finding the way to be and persist
Making of life not just to subsist

Who measures up to the rest will not see equality
Who's guided by without has no directionality
Who has turned a moral clone loses potentiality

Fools cannot accept their negligence
While sages act through much insistence
For effort turns into intelligence

Reminiscence
Beyond duty, beyond risk, beyond reason, beyond hope
Apprehending inner deepness
Defeating ongoing sickness
Facing off historic meanness
Taking the right opportunity
Real existence: proof of successful destiny


VYING

Part I: Demise

Dying before being enslaved
Lying in your chosen grave

Devoid mind / Trivial rhyme
Thinking kind / Lawful crime

Proudly following the unknown
Faithfully crossing invisible doors
Wanting what cannot be known
Walking nonexistent floors

Life is vying against demise

Dearth and deed become oneness
When there's no entity
With identity
Sloth and will become sameness
When there's no insight
Canonized plight

Part II: Life

Finding yourself authentic
Challenging with passion
Founding yourself frenetic
Prevailing with action

Work that's done as free as wise
Inborn selfness commences to rise
Difference-ness magnifies its size

Change encounters time and space
Chance in-itself, for-itself, from-itself
Chasm between god and man
And starts to befall
As a rock through its roll

Part III: Vying

Attain to what you can
Beyond presuming what's trusty or lame
Intuit what's yours
Deviate from standards forms that cannot endure

Virtue and vice get to be alike
If there's nothing high to strike
Too much cost for human transiency
Most things have turned into fallacy
Whole nullity

Face your dead past with live now
Trace every sign and design

Life is vying against demise


PURPOSIVENESS

Nihilism means denial
Law-abidingness: self-betrayal
Becoming is just a trial

Individuality needs from plurality
To fulfill its task as a unity
Isolation demands association
To expand the I for creation
Wisdom doesn't exist without foolishness
For without oversight there is no success
Man has survived by means of humanity
But the purpose lies in his destiny

God's fate controls everything born
His love represses as a norm
The word survives as his sheep mourn

World-fate opposes world-destiny
On providential dictum of sanctity
Hence man unties his self-anarchy

Thus contends now

Purposiveness


SER

Y el nacer su sentencia dicta
Sus cadenas gruesas: condición del ser
Y el crecer su atadura enmarca
Sus barreras altas: restricción del ser

Por tantos dioses no pude creer
En mi escritura inculta
En mi guitarra infiel

Con tantos doctos no logré entender
Como ignoraba el alma
Como enterraba el ser

Por tantos sabios no supe escuchar
Ese destino inmenso
Ese silencio ideal

Manoseándome... Despreciándome...

Y el vivir su condena cumple
Sus sagradas leyes: bendición del ser
Y el morir su venganza impone
Su embustero triunfo: rendición del ser

Pero el silencio se volvió canción
Hombre-destino en verso
Soledad, noche y canto
Obra, verdad y espanto
Tortura, lucha y llanto
Hombre en su ser inmerso


PERSEVERANCE

Without sensing the path he cannot be
Without grasping activity he'll die alive
Without pointing to something he'll fail to see
Without perseverance he won't survive

Purpose, plan, continuance, prudence

From the inside discerns what feels and unties his self-will

Confronting inner mistiness and outer criticism
Unleashing himself he goes
Keeping the fray against mediocrity

Laying on persistency he rests, he waits
Counting on very few, with hardly anything, he passes through

Time cannot be measured by eternity, by infinity
The world is nothing else but just a living grave of destinies displayed

The decision has been made
Its price has to be paid
Allegorical traveler of idealism
Transcendence wars decadence
Now and ever
Economical battlefield
Final attempt
Warlord of meaningfulness

Destiny and destination
Man and factualization
Aloneness and renunciation

The means are his allies though he never trusts them
The goal is his crown but also his imprisonment

On his way fa-ces the transient tra-ces

Expelled by the saint as heretic he condemns
Despised by the sapient as ignorant he declaims

No more life is left to succeed in this tale of truth, mis-play or lie

In his find he stands before mankind
In his claim the rest is all the same
He fronts within to confront without

Interrogating the nothingness
He goes along beyond what's right or

Purpose, plan, perseverance

And in the night he cries out bitterness
While everything recurs in emptiness
And in the still he breaks serenity
While no one can resist insanity


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